by My life has basically become a T-chart of Pros and Cons. There are times I love being me and then there are times it seems trading a life with Lindsay Lohan would be easier. Things have either been coming up roses or pushing up daisies, and I’m just a ping-pong ball being bounced from one extreme to the next.
(Okay Zoey, enough with the mixed metaphors, just get to the point…)
Well, what I’m trying to say is….. well, I’ll just SHOW you:
Pros:
– I got a my first JOOOOOOBBBB!
– It’s at PIZZA HUUUUT!! :DDDDDD
– I have REAL, tangible, reachable career goals
Cons:
– I work EVERY DAY, and am finding it hard to balance studying with working.
– I’ve gained some wieght… (Too much pizza v.v)
– I’m exhausted these days.
Pros:
– I got my first PAYCHECK!!!!! :DDD (I’ve never been given that much money at once!)
– My grades are reeeeally good 🙂
– I opened up a checking and savings account all on my own ;3
Cons:
– I had to help my mom pay rent, so my money is mostly gone v.v
– I want to write like this one girl who writes like a little college professor from heaven :(((((((((
– I might move to the other side of town (the bad side) because we can’t afford rent anymore :\
– First date..(I really wish this could go in the Pro column but v.v it was just BAD.)
– A long-time crush did not reciprocate my warm feelings.
– My heart ached.
Pros:
– My heart is NOT broken.
– I’ve just been…. Happy 🙂
– and I CAN DEAL.
So far, my little experiment with being real has had positive and resounding effects Socially and Confidence wise, and I can handle things better than I ever could before (If all this stuff hit me 3 months ago I’d be a blubbering, rocking, giggling, hair-pulling mess). But when you start doing good the universe chunks one awkward situation after another at you just to see how you’ll respond this time…. At least, you know, that’s how I see things.
But no matter who in the world you’re talking to, or what their beliefs are, every person can agree that every day, every minute, and every second is Bittersweet.
Tread lightly 🙂 – ZoeyRenee
Thank you 🙂
